i sometimes sit and wonder, at what point did i suddenly grow up and stop being able to have the kind of fun i once did. why is it that i feel the ability inside me but i am unable to express it.
i think that that is what happened with my creativity. i always fel this powerful surge of creativity come over me, but yet i cant execute a thing.
where has all this.....that made me who i am...who i was...go.
can i ever get it back?
would it be the same if i did?
i think i may be afraid to find out.