Apr 12, 2002

i dont know how much more of this damn thing i can take. i always wonder when it will end...and every second it seems to hurt more.....i just wanna get it over with.....stuck in me like a sharp object....twisted and burning it hurts i bleed....inside ......i just feel remorse.....i try not to show the control it has over me, but alas everyone can see the discomfort on my face...why have you put me through this? you said it was different...you said youd becareful and wouldnt hurt me.....i now feel used...lying in a gutter life like some useless being there only for others enjoyment.....i wish i could walk away...but you have me pinned.....showing me pain i never experiences.....i need to scream but it seems you cover my mouth and to not let out the sound......why are you doing this to me......why am i doing this to me?

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