May 12, 2003

i miss her already, but she is right here in my heart. i believe in this....why....nothing seems to be working out. she believes but then what is pulling her away? is she just sfraid of what i may actually be and isnt ready to take the chance, so she stays on familiar ground? or am i destined to put my all into things that will never be? am i not good enuff to be cared for? or do i try too hard...so many thoughts floating around in there....

well as long as she is somewhere happy then i feel good cause at least i have her in my heart and yet shes where she belongs....(do i really believe that!!??)




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