my confusion seems to have subsided for a while along with my fear. although there is still a touch of concern, but that will be there for a while, everything isnt just gonna go away. but i am trying to focus on the enjoyment i get being near her. that is the priority. i replay every moment i spend with her in my head for hours after its over, and think ahead to the next time we are near eachother. i think about everything that i want to share with her, all the places i want to take her. i just hope we have the chance to do the things that i would like to do. we could have lots of fun together, we just need the opportunity to actually share eachother. there are still road blocks in the way of us totally being free. we can get past it, cause things are to pure and strong for us not to.