im sleepy today..i was on the phone last night till about 130 or sumfin with casandra talking about how sucky the music scene is here and how we really need to put our heads together and try to make a difference. i mean she is like one of the few people i trust enuff to work together with, plus, hell, i still really care about the little pain in the ass. :-) but ive been trying to make a difference in the scene for almost a year with the magazine and its really frustrating....i mean ill admit part of it is me, i dont have the ambition or energy somedays...or hell i dont have the time. its really upsetting, i used to be so ambitious. i think im just really jaded.
i mean how can i make a music scene work when i cant make a relationship work.