just listened to Honestly by Zwan....makes me really miss casandra. im feeling pretty lonely lately.
its been brought to my attention that i didnt do as much as i thought.....that i wont succeed. i think i wanted to try but after a while i didnt cause i never really felt appreciated, like i was doing it for a reason. i need something to wake me up in the morning and say,"today you are doing this for this/me/us" i need a purpose.