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Dec 16, 2007
I'm not gonna be jaded anymore.
I realized the past few days that I used to go out of my way for people. Go that extra mile to help them. But over time i kind of stopped doing that. I think i realized this while trying to help Caroline find a Wii for her Dad for Christmas. She been so appreciative and knowing that I was trying to help her made me feel really good and made me feel a little more confident in myself. Then i started thinking, when and why did i ever stop being that way. I think I became jaded to being nice and helpful because of all the people that walked all over me, all the people that took advantage of me. Actually, its the fact that i LET them do that. So instead of NOT letting people walk all over me, i just stopped being that part of me. But not anymore, I don't have time for people that will take advantage of me, I think i've learned enough to catch it before i get hurt. Just because i was weak and let people hurt me, it doesnt mean i should change who i am, i just need to pay attention and be more selective.