Sep 21, 2008

To breathe at the thought of such freedom

Lately ive been feeling a little unsure about everything. And I'm thinking it is due to after being here over a year, and still not finding "my place, my purpose". I mean for as long as i can remember back home i had a purpose, be it running a coffee shop, helping a small town, managing a band, starting a comic book, or being in a band i always had something that was more than a job. Here i am with just a job. We tried this NoWArkScene.com but im not sure what happened. So i just think that not having something else is really bringing me down. Making me feel out of place. Making me second guess myself. It seems to bring out a lot of my insecurities. So i really havent felt like myself lately. Not knowing where i belong is weird it stops me from feeling free....it also rips my motivation and dedication away from me.

hopefully trying to find myself purpose will help with these feelings.

___________

Her world collapsed early Sunday morning
She got up from the kitchen table
Folded the newspaper and silenced the radio
Those creatures jumped the barricades
And have headed for the sea, sea

Those creatures jumped the barricades
And have headed for the sea
She began to breathe
To breathe at the thought of such freedom
Stood and whispered to her child, belong
She held the child and whispered
With calm, calm; belong

Stood and whispered to her child, belong
She held the child and whispered
With calm, calm; belong

These barricades can only hold for so long
Her world collapsed early Sunday morning
She took the child held tight
Opened the window
A breath, this song, how long
And knew, knew; belong

-Belong
R.E.M.


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